DIFFERENT SGT MINGGU NAK EXAM NIE..

Tak tahu la ape jadik kt aku nih dlm minggu nk exam nilah…sgt lain…aku xthu kenape…and furthermore banyak gile new people aku jumpe and know what are kind of them…hurm…as for today I nk share skit some of my storylife…kay aku have many friends…u see…many of my friend have their own life…their have their own special ones..but me..im alone..like forever alone…I don’t have any special ones except for my family and my besties..i actually confused rite now..i don’t any I commited with…whenever I heard love songs…I felt very flat..coz I don’t have feel tht same with the intentions of that songs…u see…I have many friends who have their bf/gf ..and when they spent their quality times togeder….i felt soooo alone…and useless..why I cant have those special ones..? hurm? Guess I don’t know how to find..i always dreamt my life would be so good like in the movie…then…back to my problem…I have communication disorder…Im very sophisticated in communicating wiff people sbenornye..then…in my life…there are so many people yang sgt tak jujur…mmg la sume org tak jujur 100%..but please…play dumb with me? Hah! Nampak sgt la……I always dreamt to have nice buddies…best chat mate....most important…someone who I can take as a wife? Haha! Tapi soklan tuh…lame lagi kutt…hahah! Ramai rakan seperjuangan telah berlatih dengan menjalinkan hubungan sbg kapel…..i don’t mind either..kalau boleh nak jugak! Iye dokk?? Haha! Im tak thu nk bt ape dh skrang….i dah penat pendam and I blank biler tulis kt sini….i think I want runaway…ad tak someone take me away from this tower….hahaha! i sgt la nak lari dari sini…pernah jugak terfikir..nak jadik ape biler besorrr?? Seyesly…kau boleh buat ape? Ak rase aku keje makan gaji je kot….keje kt mane tak tahu lagi..aku nak keje bebas and tak strict..boleh?? chewah! Bnyk la kau punye verangan! Bestnye jadik dlm cerite indie tu kan?? Ha…takdi baru jer lepas test muet,sej,ite…fuhh! Bkn main banyok test! And further more...aku nie rse macam nak jejalan kt rumah nadzrul je mase cuti sem ni….yay! btw, kwn saye yg pandai2 kt matrik tuh dah test dah…hurmm harap dorang berjaye…haha…dah takde pape dah ckp ape…hurmm kaylahh..baiy…!